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=== Background ===
=== Background ===
The more he uses the corrupted power of the God, the more his body shatters. The trace of Henir energy that started to appear now spreads throughout his body. But for the sake of his mission, Ain endures the pain and moves forward.
In the center of the storm of chaos, Ain becomes the absolute ruler of the Void who returns everything to its perfect state: nothing.


When Ain arrived at [[4-5|Nasod Foundry]] with the El Search Party, he sees how the ''Nasod'', a creation by humans, are created endlessly and later discarded once they fulfilled their purpose.
The more he uses the corrupted power of the God, the more his body shatters. The trace of Henir that starts to appear spreads throughout his body, but for the sake of his mission, Ain endures the pain and moves forward.
From watching the Nasods, he reflected on himself - a being who was created for a mission and fated to disappear after its completion - and grew doubtful of his existence. Fear of the future began to fill his mind.


Again, to ask for an answer from the Goddess, Ain heads to [[Feita]], but the terrible demonic aura that shrouds the entire Feita region and the numerous demons that occupied it only helped develop the chaos within Ain. Even then, Ain persevered with the sole belief that reaching the Goddess will cleanse him of everything. Yet, he discovers the '''Dark El''', a corrupted version of the El that the demons worship. After seeing how the El, which he believed was a perfect creation that only the Goddess can interfere with, could be corrupted by the demons, Ain's faith in the Goddess that has sustained him thus far, shatters and he ends up being consumed by the fully grown seed of chaos.
When Ain arrives at [[4-5|Nasod Foundry]] with the El Search Party, he sees how "Nasod", a creation of mankind, is manufactured numerously then later discarded once its purpose is fulfilled. From watching the Nasods, he reflects on himself - a being created for the mission and fated to disappear after its completion - and grows skeptical of his existence. Fear and despair for the future begin to fill his mind.


Enveloped by the chaos, Ain faces its core once again. But he could feel that it wasn't as unstable as it was last time. Within the end of this chaos, Ain realized that the creation of everything, from the beginning to the end, is bound to return to nothing.
Again, to ask for an answer from the Goddess, Ain heads to Feita, but the terrible demonic aura that shrouds the entire region and the numerous demons only help develop the chaos within Ain. Even then, believing that reaching the Goddess will cleanse him of everything, Ain perseveres with only that in his mind. He ends up discovering the "Dark El", a jewel that the demons worship. After seeing how the El, which he believed is a perfect creation that only the Goddess can interfere with, could be corrupted by the demons, Ain's faith in the Goddess that has sustained him thus far, shatters and he is consumed by the fully grown seed of chaos.


The purposes of everything, including himself, who was created for a mission, are bound to disappear and thus have no meaning.
Within it, Ain faces the core of the chaos again, but he, enveloped in chaos, does not feel that it is unstable like how he felt it was last time. At the end of the disordered chaos, Ain realizes that the creation of everything - the beginning and the end - everything is bound to return to nothing.


When Ain organized his chaotic emotions he abandons the Goddess and his mission, replacing them with the acceptance of the chaos of Henir that has been eating away at him all this time.  
"The mission to save the things that are bound to disappear, and even himself, who is created for that mission, have no meaning."
In the storm of chaos, within its center, Ain becomes the absolute ruler of the Void who returns everything to its perfect state: nothing.
 
When Ain sorts out his chaotic emotions, he abandons the Goddess and his mission, replacing them by fully accepting the chaos of Henir that has been eating away at him all this time. In the center of the storm of chaos, Ain becomes the absolute ruler of the Void who returns everything to its perfect state: nothing.
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