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=== Background === | === Background === | ||
The more he uses the corrupted power of the God, the more his body shatters. The trace of Henir that started to appear spreads throughout his body | The more he uses the corrupted power of the God, the more his body shatters. The trace of Henir energy that started to appear now spreads throughout his body. But for the sake of his mission, Ain endures the pain and moves forward. | ||
When Ain arrived at [Nasod Foundry] with the El Search Party, he sees how 'Nasod', a creation | When Ain arrived at [[4-5|Nasod Foundry]] with the El Search Party, he sees how the ''Nasod'', a creation by humans, are created endlessly and later discarded once they fulfilled their purpose. | ||
From watching the Nasods, he reflected on himself - a being who was created for | From watching the Nasods, he reflected on himself - a being who was created for a mission and fated to disappear after its completion - and grew doubtful of his existence. His fear of the future began to fill his mind. | ||
Again, to ask for an answer from the Goddess, Ain heads to Feita, but the terrible demonic aura that shrouds the entire Feita region and the numerous demons | Again, to ask for an answer from the Goddess, Ain heads to [[Feita]], but the terrible demonic aura that shrouds the entire Feita region and the numerous demons that occupied it only helped develop the chaos within Ain. Even then, Ain persevered with the sole belief that reaching the Goddess will cleanse him of everything. Yet, he discovers the '''Dark El''', a corrupted version of the El that the demons worship. After seeing how the El, which he believed was a perfect creation that only the Goddess can interfere with, could be corrupted by the demons, Ain's faith in the Goddess that has sustained him thus far, shatters and he ends up being consumed by the fully grown seed of chaos. | ||
Enveloped by the chaos, Ain faces its core once again. But he could feel that it wasn't as unstable as it was last time. Within the end of this chaos, Ain realized that the creation of everything, from the beginning to the end, is bound to return to nothing. | |||
The | The purposes of everything, including himself, who was created for a mission, are bound to disappear and thus have no meaning. | ||
When Ain organized his chaotic emotions | When Ain organized his chaotic emotions he abandons the Goddess and his mission, replacing them with the acceptance of the chaos of Henir that has been eating away at him all this time. | ||
In the storm of chaos, within its center, Ain becomes the absolute ruler of the Void who returns everything to its perfect state: nothing. | |||
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