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*'''???:''' ''.......'' | *'''???:''' ''.......'' | ||
*{{StoryIcon|Hernia}} '''El Lady:''' ''You and I are very similar. We both are bound by our mission, and that mission requires our sacrifice... But the explosion of the El was not within our control. We became who we are through circumstances that should never have occurred. If so... What are we... who've strayed from our destined path, and now walk the path paved by happenstance?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia}} '''El Lady:''' ''You and I are very similar. We both are bound by our mission, and that mission requires our sacrifice... But the explosion of the El was not within our control. We became who we are through circumstances that should never have occurred. If so... What are we... who've strayed from our destined path, and now walk the path paved by happenstance?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''...Ain.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''...Ain.'' | ||
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*'''Ain:''' ''I need some explanation, El Lady... No, Ms. Hernia. Why am I here?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''I need some explanation, El Lady... No, Ms. Hernia. Why am I here?'' | ||
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*'''Hernia:''' ''When you arrived in Elysion, most of the El energy that sustain your body was gone.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''When you arrived in Elysion, most of the El energy that sustain your body was gone.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''(I did feel my power rushing out when the portal was activated. The portal must have used the El energy I have, to make up for the power when the gem didn't provide enough.)'' | *'''Ain:''' ''(I did feel my power rushing out when the portal was activated. The portal must have used the El energy I have, to make up for the power when the gem didn't provide enough.)'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''The El energy you have is not of any specific element. It's pure energy directly from the Goddess. It seems some of my memories were mixed in when I was transferring my El energy to you.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''The El energy you have is not of any specific element. It's pure energy directly from the Goddess. It seems some of my memories were mixed in when I was transferring my El energy to you.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''Were you the one telling me not to forget myself? Now, how do we get out of this place?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''Were you the one telling me not to forget myself? Now, how do we get out of this place?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Now that you're conscious, you should be able to wake up... but there must be something within you, preventing you from waking.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Now that you're conscious, you should be able to wake up... but there must be something within you, preventing you from waking.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''From within?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''From within?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''The El reflects your will. Which is why I believe it is your own reluctance that's preventing you from leaving this place.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''The El reflects your will. Which is why I believe it is your own reluctance that's preventing you from leaving this place.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''Nonsense! I need to get up immediately! I must check if the others are...'' | *'''Ain:''' ''Nonsense! I need to get up immediately! I must check if the others are...'' | ||
*''CLING-!!'' | *''CLING-!!'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''Kugh...!'' | *'''Ain:''' ''Kugh...!'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Ain!'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Ain!'' | ||
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*'''Hernia:''' ''What is going on...'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''What is going on...'' | ||
*'''Messenger of God:''' ''Ainchase Ishmael.'' | *'''Messenger of God:''' ''Ainchase Ishmael.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''......!!'' | *'''Ain:''' ''......!!'' | ||
*'''Messenger of God:''' ''The one to forsake his mission... A traitor to destiny. A being different from 'us'.'' | *'''Messenger of God:''' ''The one to forsake his mission... A traitor to destiny. A being different from 'us'.'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Agent of the Goddess... like Ain?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Agent of the Goddess... like Ain?'' | ||
*'''Messenger of God:''' ''You are defective. Drown... in the depths of order.'' | *'''Messenger of God:''' ''You are defective. Drown... in the depths of order.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''What...?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''What...?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Ain! You mustn't lose hold of yourself! These beings are realizations of your doubts! They do not actually exist!'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Ain! You mustn't lose hold of yourself! These beings are realizations of your doubts! They do not actually exist!'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''(These are my doubts? Does that mean I fear other agents of the Goddess that held the same mission? Me? Impossible.)'' | *'''Ain:''' ''(These are my doubts? Does that mean I fear other agents of the Goddess that held the same mission? Me? Impossible.)'' | ||
*'''Messenger of God:''' ''You've forsaken the mission given to you by the Goddess.'' | *'''Messenger of God:''' ''You've forsaken the mission given to you by the Goddess.'' | ||
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*'''Messenger of God:''' ''Therefore, it holds no meaning.'' | *'''Messenger of God:''' ''Therefore, it holds no meaning.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''(I didn't know if they would still see me as Ain, even after I change...)'' | *'''Ain:''' ''(I didn't know if they would still see me as Ain, even after I change...)'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''... Ain. As you have already witnessed, I have spent a part of my life as the El Lady.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''... Ain. As you have already witnessed, I have spent a part of my life as the El Lady.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | *'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''When I was at the El Tower, I ate a lot. Whenever I had time, I would eat something. Did you know? I'm not a picky eater. The Priestesses often told me I would get sick if I ate too much, but I would still fill my stomach in any way I can.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''When I was at the El Tower, I ate a lot. Whenever I had time, I would eat something. Did you know? I'm not a picky eater. The Priestesses often told me I would get sick if I ate too much, but I would still fill my stomach in any way I can.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''... Why are you telling me this?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''... Why are you telling me this?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Looking back, I think I kept trying to fill myself up, to compensate for the emptiness I felt as I became one with the El... Later... even that feeling of emptiness started to fade away.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Looking back, I think I kept trying to fill myself up, to compensate for the emptiness I felt as I became one with the El... Later... even that feeling of emptiness started to fade away.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | *'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''The more I began to lose my memory, the more I became afraid. I did not understand why I kept feeling this way, because I believed I was doing the right thing for Elrios. I thought it was because I lacked faith... because I wasn't ready to sacrifice myself. So I was torn, and was worried, and suffered. And when I finally made a decision... Whose decision do you think it was?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''The more I began to lose my memory, the more I became afraid. I did not understand why I kept feeling this way, because I believed I was doing the right thing for Elrios. I thought it was because I lacked faith... because I wasn't ready to sacrifice myself. So I was torn, and was worried, and suffered. And when I finally made a decision... Whose decision do you think it was?'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | *'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''The decision was my own. I am the one who decided to accept my fate as the El Lady.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''The decision was my own. I am the one who decided to accept my fate as the El Lady.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''Even though you'd no longer be human if you become one with the El?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''Even though you'd no longer be human if you become one with the El?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Even when I slowly fade away and I am finally forgotten, that final piece that fades away will still be me. Do not be afraid of being afraid. It's alright to be afraid of change. It's natural to be afraid when you step away from a path that has been paved for you to finally be on your own. It's to be expected.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Even when I slowly fade away and I am finally forgotten, that final piece that fades away will still be me. Do not be afraid of being afraid. It's alright to be afraid of change. It's natural to be afraid when you step away from a path that has been paved for you to finally be on your own. It's to be expected.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''(This feeling of uncertainty... is to be expected?)'' | *'''Ain:''' ''(This feeling of uncertainty... is to be expected?)'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''That doesn't change that I'll be Hernia, and you are Ain. Even if we become something else, or if nobody remembers us anymore... It doesn't change the fact that we were there at that time and place, standing by their side.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''That doesn't change that I'll be Hernia, and you are Ain. Even if we become something else, or if nobody remembers us anymore... It doesn't change the fact that we were there at that time and place, standing by their side.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''(A life that was meant to be forgotten the moment I stopped interfering... However, they remembered my presence. The time I spent with them... and my name. Though it is a name given to me by the Goddess, it is still a name that denotes 'my being'... Even if I change and become something else... To you, I will be...)'' | *'''Ain:''' ''(A life that was meant to be forgotten the moment I stopped interfering... However, they remembered my presence. The time I spent with them... and my name. Though it is a name given to me by the Goddess, it is still a name that denotes 'my being'... Even if I change and become something else... To you, I will be...)'' | ||
*''CRASH-!!'' | *''CRASH-!!'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''The place is...'' | *'''Ain:''' ''The place is...'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Are you alright?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Are you alright?'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''... I don't know. Is this fine? I don't know if this feeling of sinking endlessly can actually be considered fine.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''... I don't know. Is this fine? I don't know if this feeling of sinking endlessly can actually be considered fine.'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''I think the reason why you feel uncertain is because you now understand other people's perspective.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''I think the reason why you feel uncertain is because you now understand other people's perspective.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''Other's... perspective?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''Other's... perspective?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''You began seeing the world outside of absolute decree and blind faith, and began thinking about why instead of just accepting as is.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''You began seeing the world outside of absolute decree and blind faith, and began thinking about why instead of just accepting as is.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''... Which are all things I used to believe were meaningless... Thank you. Although, I could have done without the information of you not being a picky eater... It was rather helpful.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''... Which are all things I used to believe were meaningless... Thank you. Although, I could have done without the information of you not being a picky eater... It was rather helpful.'' | ||
*'''???:''' ''Ain... chase...'' | *'''???:''' ''Ain... chase...'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Ain...? Is that?!'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Ain...? Is that?!'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''... In exchange, I'll show you something you could probably do without.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''... In exchange, I'll show you something you could probably do without.'' | ||
*'''???:''' ''Ishmael...'' | *'''???:''' ''Ishmael...'' | ||
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*'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | *'''Ain:''' ''.......'' | ||
*'''Embodiment of Uncertainty:''' ''It isn't too late. You can turn back. Throw away all your impurities you have gained through your contact with Henir and come to me. You still have a mission to do in my stead.'' | *'''Embodiment of Uncertainty:''' ''It isn't too late. You can turn back. Throw away all your impurities you have gained through your contact with Henir and come to me. You still have a mission to do in my stead.'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Ain...?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Ain...?'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''... Goddess Ishmael. I apologize that my uncertainties have lead you to appear in this manner.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''... Goddess Ishmael. I apologize that my uncertainties have lead you to appear in this manner.'' | ||
*'''Embodiment of Uncertainty:''' ''You have gone against my will... Yet, you wish to return my power to Elrios. Hypocrisy is a human trait. You are an angel. The more you accept their trait, the further you will stray away. Yet, you will never be fully human. Something in-between an angel and a human... Do you truly wish to embody 'Chaos' itself?'' | *'''Embodiment of Uncertainty:''' ''You have gone against my will... Yet, you wish to return my power to Elrios. Hypocrisy is a human trait. You are an angel. The more you accept their trait, the further you will stray away. Yet, you will never be fully human. Something in-between an angel and a human... Do you truly wish to embody 'Chaos' itself?'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''I did think it might be better to just chase my mission as before, whenever my fear of change became too much. Looking back, escaping to my past wouldn't have been a concept my past self would have understood either. A choice that was available to me because I learned from humans... If that's the result of my choice... Then I will gladly accept the consequences. Goddess Ishmael... No, the embodiment of my uncertainties... I will not become Chaos. I am much too aware of myself to become a part of Chaos after all. I am the Agend of God, with a mission from the Goddess, and one who have now sworn to protect the Goddess in Elria's name. One who will endlessly transform beside them and guard them... I am Ainchase Ishmael.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''I did think it might be better to just chase my mission as before, whenever my fear of change became too much. Looking back, escaping to my past wouldn't have been a concept my past self would have understood either. A choice that was available to me because I learned from humans... If that's the result of my choice... Then I will gladly accept the consequences. Goddess Ishmael... No, the embodiment of my uncertainties... I will not become Chaos. I am much too aware of myself to become a part of Chaos after all. I am the Agend of God, with a mission from the Goddess, and one who have now sworn to protect the Goddess in Elria's name. One who will endlessly transform beside them and guard them... I am Ainchase Ishmael.'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Are you awake?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Are you awake?'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''... El Lady...... No, may I call you Ms. Hernia? Thank you for your help. I would not have been able to wake up on my own.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''... El Lady...... No, may I call you Ms. Hernia? Thank you for your help. I would not have been able to wake up on my own.'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''No, I'm sure you would have woken up eventually without my help. I just helped you get up faster.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''No, I'm sure you would have woken up eventually without my help. I just helped you get up faster.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''How do you know? You... Ah well, I guess I did reveal a lot about myself.... Ms. Hernia. I did know logically, that my uncertainties were uncalled for, and that my future was not set in stone. You told me these feelings were to be expected. Looking back, I became unsure ever since I have faced Chaos. Observing human's behavior, judging, feeling uneasy... All that stemmed from Henir, but is now a part of my emotion. I thought I would be fine as long as I was certain of myself... But in the end, I was shaken to the core. If I have to feel this 'expected feeling' again and again, I may be swallowed up one day. If that happens... What will be next?'' | *'''Ain:''' ''How do you know? You... Ah well, I guess I did reveal a lot about myself.... Ms. Hernia. I did know logically, that my uncertainties were uncalled for, and that my future was not set in stone. You told me these feelings were to be expected. Looking back, I became unsure ever since I have faced Chaos. Observing human's behavior, judging, feeling uneasy... All that stemmed from Henir, but is now a part of my emotion. I thought I would be fine as long as I was certain of myself... But in the end, I was shaken to the core. If I have to feel this 'expected feeling' again and again, I may be swallowed up one day. If that happens... What will be next?'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''You are constantly evolving. You are different from when we last met. The fact that you've managed to maintain your form, despite losing consciousness instead of dissolving into El energy, is proof in and of itself.'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''You are constantly evolving. You are different from when we last met. The fact that you've managed to maintain your form, despite losing consciousness instead of dissolving into El energy, is proof in and of itself.'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''...!'' | *'''Ain:''' ''...!'' | ||
*'''Hernia:''' ''Sometimes... I think it might have been better if I became one with the El to stabilize it. But... There were those who told me to stay alive. Not only Fenriart... but Master Ventus, Master Denif, the Priestesses of this time... Everyone... Because they asked I do not sacrifice myself... I can still live today as 'Hernia'. Now, I try to do my part as the 'El Lady' and as 'Hernia'. Ain, I have chosen to walk the path as the El Lady. I have accepted the sacrifice that comes with it. But now, I decided to continue on as Hernia. That may be going back on my word. It is certainly a change. This change didn't just happen on my own. I was able to change because many people talked to me. And some change happens drastically, before you even notice. Ain, are you still afraid of change?'' | *{{StoryIcon|Hernia4}} '''Hernia:''' ''Sometimes... I think it might have been better if I became one with the El to stabilize it. But... There were those who told me to stay alive. Not only Fenriart... but Master Ventus, Master Denif, the Priestesses of this time... Everyone... Because they asked I do not sacrifice myself... I can still live today as 'Hernia'. Now, I try to do my part as the 'El Lady' and as 'Hernia'. Ain, I have chosen to walk the path as the El Lady. I have accepted the sacrifice that comes with it. But now, I decided to continue on as Hernia. That may be going back on my word. It is certainly a change. This change didn't just happen on my own. I was able to change because many people talked to me. And some change happens drastically, before you even notice. Ain, are you still afraid of change?'' | ||
*'''Ain:''' ''....... If I say no, I'd be lying... But if this change is due to their influence, I suppose it's alright. I may become unstable again... But yes, as long as I remember what you told me, I think I would be alright.'' | *'''Ain:''' ''....... If I say no, I'd be lying... But if this change is due to their influence, I suppose it's alright. I may become unstable again... But yes, as long as I remember what you told me, I think I would be alright.'' | ||
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Revision as of 22:58, 28 September 2020
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Chapter 42-1: Beyond Uncertainty
Ain partially awakes, but not completely as he relieves Hernia's memory, and so it's with himself. Ain meets the other incarnations, and he insists about restoring the El's power, but the incarnations causes him to be uncertain about if he can change. Hernia tells him an unusual advice, telling him that she ate a lot, to fill the emptiness she felt as she was fusing herself, and in the end chose to do something she could do. Ain decides to talk with the Goddess Ishmael, and affirms his resolve, causing him to wake up. He admits he's still afraid of change, but he will be fine if he thinks of the change as influence.
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